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♥A problem-free friendship

This is so not going to come true.
I am so afraid to post what i am going to post.
But i am still going to post about it.

I am having so many friendship problems.

TO: ******
You made me cry on 15April2010.
3 years plus of friendship.
But I am more fragile than you think.
Though we spent lots of enjoyable moment together (on the phone),
Gossiping about other,
Writing letters to each other,
Chatting till late night,
Those type of time will end as of 15April2010,
When you tell me this 4 word,
重涩亲友.
It is time we let go of our friendship and get on with our own individual life.
You have your own friends so do I.
We are not like super glue who keep sticking to each other.
I think both of us will be better off with our own group of friends.
And don't worry,
Your secrets is still safely kept with me for i won't tell it out to anyone like what i promise you.
Thank you for being my friend for so long.
i appreciate it.
我小姑说没看过我那么生气，所以事情一定很严重。
i know you will never expect this day to come,
So do i.
But it has already come.
So let us both faced up to reality.
And get on with life.
Don't talk to me anymore,
Because i won't answer you unless it is really that necessary to answer you.

To: *******
Since that incident between me and you which involve our junior,
We have not been talking to each other properly.
It was always just a yes or no question,
Or a yes or no answer.
Like you mentioned to me before,
You are disappoint in me.
So am i.
I have to apologize to you before everything at least became normal.
If not,
I have been ignored by so many people.
But well,
I don't treasure this type of friendship and i doubt you will see this.
But still,
I wish you all the best in your life.
For we were never once close before.

TO: *******
We once walked to school together.
Occasionally not,
Because we don't wait for each other when we are late.
Also we don't expect each other to wait for us.
We used to gossip about this certain person,
But now,
I kind of regretted sharing it with you.
Because all i receive back from you as a reward is being criticize by you.
That is one of the reason why i am walking to school alone now,
Or sometime with my sister,
Instead of you.
However,
All the best for your O level.

TO: ******
We once work together.
But quarreled.
You have your supporter.
So do i.
But you are forever causing trouble to me.
Though i appreciate the time working with you,
I don't appreciate the time you cause trouble for me.
And now,
I know we don't smile whenever we see each other,
And we don't talk.
You will only call and scold me whenever something is wrong.
As if everything is my fault.

TO: ******
You have changed.
I have also changed.
We were no longer close.
The words we exchange now is always no more than 5 word.
You choose to trust her instead,
Don't blame me if anything happen,
Because i had tried my best to help you,
But you don't seems to get it.
Or you refused to accept my help.
Try putting yourself in my shoes whenever you think that i am doing something wrong.
Then you would have understand.

Okay, i guess i will stop here because it is 01.55.59 and i am having lesson in like 5hrs time. Hopefully everything will be better after this post. Goodbye my old friends. Thanks for the good memories you all gave me. Thank you my new friend, for standing by my side whenever i am feeling weak, be it physically or mentally. We will sure have a good time ahead right? CHEERS! And i am going to cheer-up now.



In My Own Little World,
10:51 AM



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Hello.
Long time since i last updated my blog.
But no different since no one is coming to read i guess.

It is 01.20.30 now.
Yet i feel the urge to post.
Though i don't know why.

There is just so many things to post.
And i do not know where to start from.
So i will just go down the list on my craving.

Studies
♥Improve in all my subjects!
This seems so difficult.
I tried to forced myself to study but i always gave up after 5 minute.
The only 2 subjects i can really study and concentrate is Physics and Chinese.
♥Win HER in all subjects
This is super close to impossible.
Considering the fact that i can't study well now.
I am slowly becoming stupid.
Or rather lazy.
I used to spend time in front of my table,
Figuring out how to do maths questions.
But now?
I still sit in front of my table,
But to daydream.
Haiz.
♥Good results for MYE
This is so not going to happen unless i can get back my mind.
I can't seems to set the right mindset.
♥Good results for Prelims
This is so not going to happen unless i can get back my mind.
I can't seems to set the right mindset.
♥Top in class
This is so not going to happen unless i can get back my mind.
I can't seems to set the right mindset.
♥Get A1 for Chinese 'O'
This is so not going to happen unless i can get back my mind.
I can't seems to set the right mindset.
♥Get L1R4 < 12 for 'O'
This is so not going to happen unless i can get back my mind.
I can't seems to set the right mindset.

Life
♥A memorable 16th birthday
This will never be able to come true.
Because i don't wish to have a grand celebration.
I just wish for all my wish to come true.
Be it they are listed here or not.
But still,
Gwen and Hui Qi, appreciate your present lots.
Thanks.
♥A memorable step down
I have already step down.
But it is not that memorable.
But still,
I am given the chance to study hard now.
Yet,
I can't cherish it.
♥A NEW Hand phone and plan
This should be coming soon.
I♥myxiaoshu.
♥A problem-free life
Life is full of up and down.
SO,
This is impossible.
♥Happiness for all PEOPLE
Like i say,
Life is full of up and down.
SO,
This is impossible.

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